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不能双手弹琴的日子

28/11/2007 下午三点,在等待五点去大学拿那令人害怕的成绩时,打算整理一下自己的桌子,刚刚去了Carefour,其中一个书包被那保安人员用一个塑料绳子绑了起来,就拿起剪刀要剪掉那塑料绳子,但是剪刀好像不够利,剪不断,就用刀片,刚好桌上有把新的刀片,是前几天拿出来借人割东西的。我不假思索,就拿起那把刀片,往塑料绳子切了下去。

一切下去,糟糕了,另一边手指满了鲜血,一滴一滴地滴在地上,我大叫一声,打算用水洗掉那些血,可是,那血还是照流不止,就像开着的水龙头,一直流,不管我怎么做,那血还是不能止住....

于是马上冲出房间,房友在客厅,她看见我的情况,也紧张起来,我俩讨论怎么办,我说,没什么,血一下会止了(其实我没什么把握),叫一个会FirstAid的同学来包扎一下就可以了。她说,不能,一定要去看医生,怕发生什么事,我们就这样匆匆忙忙的下楼去,搭计程车去诊疗所,电话都没带。医生帮我检查后,叫我去医院,因为他怀疑我连筋都割断了,需要动手术接回。医生帮我将伤口包扎起来,暂时解决了血一直流的问题。

当时我不知怎么办,因为,我没带电话出门,不知联络谁。没办法,只好用诊疗所电话致电爸爸(其他成人的电话号码我不会背),向他要了舅舅的电话。舅舅之后送我到了医院。

晚上九点,医生才确认我必须住院动手术。长话短说,这间医院太糟糕了,从四点抵达这里,九点才被专科医生通知需入院动手术...而且我是被送入紧急部门的哦。我是手指问题还没什么,可是身边那些快垂死的病人,竟和我一起在等待!!

HUKM, 这就是去年世界排名1?? 的大学的医院,去年因排名高过马大,荣升全国最好大学位置,可是它的医院却是这样的。难怪今年的世界大学排名中,连这间大学也跌出200名以外。

晚上十一点,我吃完在医院的第一也是最后一个餐(因为过后我足足禁食禁水了二十八个小时!!),也签下了动手术证书。医生来告诉我其实当晚他们打算为我动手术的,但是突然有个Emergency案发生,危及人命,手术室不够用,明天早上才可以为我开刀,要我谅解。

30/11/2007 凌晨一点,已经二十六个小时没喝水及进食了,护士才来叫我去动手术。手术时间竟然可以从前天晚上拖到现在!!

早上十点,我终于可以出院了,可是手被包扎得像木乃伊的手那样,里面放了一只铁。

那天,开始了我不能双手弹琴的日子,因为筋(Tendon)需要六星期来复原,不是Regeneration,是Fibrosis。六星期后,我才可以开始物理治疗,才可以开始双手弹琴。现在,坐在钢琴前,只能用一边手弹,有点担心我的右手会Hypertrophy,其实是不可能的事啦。

就祈祷我的手指快快复原吧!! =)


December 12, 2007 at 09:27 AM

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Colourful World

Recently i dye my hair, em, i should say, i blonde my hair...


Really unbelievable ya, i oso think so, nvr think dat i will dye my hair in my life...


But something change my mind, i realize God is a colourful God, n now we hd enter an era of colourful world...




Few years ago, we only hv black white screen hp..

Few years back, d pc we use is in black n white screen..

Few more years back, d photostat machine we hv can only photostat n give us black n white pages..d printer we use can only print black n white pages oso..

Few more more years back, d TV we(ooo, is our parents) watch is in black n white screen...

Few more more more years back, d inks we use for writing only hv black colour....

Few more more more more years back................


Ya, todays world is a colourful world, we hv colourful advertisment to attract customers, we have colour printer, d pc we use is in colour screen, d hp mos of d teenages hold is colour hp, everywhere we c is colourful world, houses no more paint in black n white only, there's alot of colours....




Actually there's nothing to do with our hair colour, jst i wan to try somethings different, to make a different, to b more colourful in appearance, i don wan to b a dull looking person, n don wan to b a nerd too, although i use to b.....

So, i blonde n cut my hair 2 weeks ago, at a church member's house.


I know if i don hv inner strength n inner beauty, there's no point for me to hv a blonde hair n b fashionable in outlook...

Like what Pastor Aries that come to my church last weekend mention.. Some ppl may b very conservative outward, but very dirty inside, this is fa li sai ren ; whereas, some ppl can b fashionable n colourful in their appearance but inside them, they r conservative, ie they r very strong in God's word, they respect their parents, they try to excell in everything they do.... Dis is d new era christian!! N dis is oso my ambition n goal..




Oya, for my church member in my hometown n those who r still in school, there's something call school rules, so pls don abide d rules, i m not encouraging u all to dye ur hair, u will hv chance once u excell academically n enter uni..


Hope everyone got bless........ ^_^


July 23, 2007 at 10:23 PM

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My choice

Finally finish my 1st summative edy, so happy, but its only d 1st exam, still got alot more......n avthing i study now had to last till sem10...cant imagine, dat time i oledi in clinical school dy lor..

Local uni result out dis monday, surprisingly i got medicine in usm, is one of my favourite choice but yet not my first choice. Anyway, b4 d result out, i oledi make up my mind i don wan to shift uni dy, i m very happy here, with lots of friends around, going to d best chinese church in kl, having so many ppls care about me here........

But reality come when i went bac hometown after my summative, dad wan me go USM, which my campus is at kelantan.........I don wan to go, i jst start my life here, now need to adapt to new environment again?! Den another suggestion come, go NUS study in faculty of science which offer me a place there......but i wan to continue at IMU leh...

I know its a 2k vs 5k vs 50k decision, i cant afford to chose 50k but i really don wan d 2k one..... My cg leader told me, jz believe in GOD, He will prepare avtins for me, i believe n i believe if God wan me to stay back, he sure will provide n give me d correct answer..

Haiz, hd to relax n enjoy my 1st holiday in uni first, don think so much, believe all in God's hand!!!

June 22, 2007 at 12:29 PM

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大学生活

终于又有机会写部落了,这次想用华文写,就练练我的华文吧,也顺便证明自己是个华校生,并以此为荣。




屈指一算,自己在这件所谓(也是事实啦)全吉隆坡最贵的大学念书已有将近七个月了,也念完了大学第一年的基本课程,现在在等着十一月那恐怖的大考,也开始进入System课程了,去了医院几趟,虽然好像都是去玩而已(没有啦,我有认真听,因为要交报告的喔),可是至今仍未见过死尸,塑料做的模型就看和摸了很多。。。




这篇就写写自己在IMU的经历吧,毕竟我念的这间是私立大学,许多方面都和本地大学不一样,单单讲学费就够了,尤其是医科。


想起几个月前自己放弃马来西亚理科大学的入学资格,偶尔会觉得有点可惜,毕竟拿到本地大学任何一间大学的医学系是许多STPM生的愿望,那学费真是便宜到没话说,我从来都没想过原来马来西亚政府花了这么大笔钱来培养本地的医生,本地大学的医学生只需以少过十巴仙的费用来完成与我们私立大学医学生一样的五年课程!!




但是既然已经作了决定留在私立大学,就要坚持自己的选择。在我的大学里,多数的学生都来自富有的家庭,很多位父母都是专业人士,其中为医生最多(至少都现在为止我知道的是这样),不然就是牙医,工程师,政治家,老师,政府部门高级职员,教授,企业家。。。等等。


曾经有同学问我:“你的父母是医生吗?”我说不是,他接下来就问,“那位为什么你要来念医科?”我呆在那儿,笑笑,不知如何回答。不是我不知道为什么我选这课,是我实在很惊讶,难道只有医生的孩子才可念医科吗,我的意思是,在私立大学念医科吗?




不要以为这里的学生都是靠钱才进到的喔,许多人都对私立大学生有偏见,尤其像我念这间学费贵得可以买一辆汽车(Kancil啦)的大学,可能很多人会认为在私立大学念医科的学生都是因为政府大学不要收他们才来这里念的(这也是为何几个月前我父母想尽办法要说服我去念政府大学),这想法可是大错特错了,我的同学中,也有些是拿到政府大学医科系的,不但如此,也有些甚至是拿到外国大学入学资格的,如新加坡国立大学,澳洲墨尔本大学,英国剑桥大学,台湾台北大学等等。


我承认这里的学生很富有,可是许多学生都是很友善,不骄傲做作的。还有这里多数是华人,受英文教育的华人,印度人也不少,也有马来同胞,外国学生,但比率上华人占多。马来同胞不用多说,大家也心知肚明,他们很多个背后都有政府撑腰的,也就是说是JPA或MARA赞助生。


这里的学生多多少少都有一定的智商,而且由于家庭背景都比较好,尤其那些父母是医生的,在还未进大学前都有接触到关于这方面的知识,许多时候教授还未教某些科目时,他们都明白了。



唯一遗憾的是,这里许多华人不译华文,一些会讲,但不会看华文,有时候也真为他们感到可惜,身为华人,自己的母语都不译,也难免太丢脸了吧。为何我从来没有看过不译马来文的马来人或不译印度文的印度人或不会讲英文的英国人?但是无论如何,我也应该感谢他们,与他们沟通久了我发现自己的英文进步了不少,至少现在要我讲英文我不会像以前那么辛苦的想着下个字要怎么说。



由于在大学天天都是English,课本英文,讲章英文,考试英文,沟通英文,在图书馆讲英文,在讲堂讲英文,去医院讲英文,去大学的基督团契讲英文,复印书本讲英文,买东西讲英文,跟朋友聊天讲英文,什么都是英文,害我现在在大学看见任何人自然都会说英文。


记得有一天一位学长来我家,看见我正在看华文报,马上对我说,“嘿,原来你会看华文报的啊,为何还要害我每次陪你说英文?!”当时突然觉得自己被训得莫名其妙,原来有人认为我是“香蕉人”啊,不是吧!!!





无论如何,我真的要为自己能够在IMU念书感恩,还有四年多,为我加油吧!!

September 23, 2007 at 10:51 AM

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New sport shoe

Was in hospital recently for my finger-surgery check up.
Saw one blind guy, his parents beside him holding his hand, he is wearing a new shoe.

I can see how much the parents care for him.

Yes true, when we have trouble, the only people we can trust is our family members, esp our parents...NOT our bf/gf or friends...!!

I admire the boy's parents, i can imagine all those hardship they had gone thru in life to bring this boy up...
Even he is blind, his parents still trying to give him the best,
he is wearing a very nice shirt, a nice new shoe, and a nice pants.

So, bond with ur family more, and sick will make u realize what is actually important in ur life...........and who actually takes care of u.

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hospital

28/11/2007 1530 i cut my finger while trying to open d dead tie by carefour guard, blood oozing out, i tot jz normal, wan to stop it quickly, but i gailed to suck it..
rush out to room, tell roomate, she insist of me going clinic.
went down, saw a taxi, ask him bring me to d nearest clinic, d taxi driver ask me not to dirty his car sommore..
den reach a malay clinic... d dr there say may b tendon broke, need to go hospital...
didnt bring phone, call dad using clinic phone, ask for unc;e no..
phone uncle, uncle come in 30 min time. rush to HUKM..

28/11/2007 1615 reach HUKM, go emergency department.. wait for c dr. First see a nurse, tetanus toxoid injected.

28/11/2007 1645 register to see dr. Wait at waiting room.

28/11/2007 1800 went in dr room... open wound, get an xray done, ask for rewound bandaging.. come out wait again.

28/11/2007 1915 went in dr room again, say need confirmation from orthopedic to decide whether need to stay in hospital, confirm tendon broke..

28/11/2007 2045 orthopedic come, confirm need to stay, saline put, blood stop oozing out. Extensor digitorum tendon broke, need a wound debritement operation...

28/11/2007 2130 admit to hospital...

28/11/2007 2230 eat my dinner.

28/11/2007 2300 a chinese dr come n tell that there has been an emergency case need operation, may hv to delay my operation.. Get my signature for operation..

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29/11/2007 0530 wake up to get my BP measurement done, inject cloxacilin IV ly.

29/11/2007 0800 Parents reach KL...

29/11/2007 0830 Dr visit, with a group of medical student...

29/11/2007 1230 Senior phone, confirm pass EOS.

29/11/2007 1300 Dad n sis leave..

29/11/2007 1400 IV cloxacilin again..

29/11/2007 1900 IV water, den cloxacilin..

29/11/2007 2300 fast for 24 hours dy....

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30/11/2007 0115 Called for operation... went to operation theatre, geanaral anesthesia, sleep...

30/11/2007 0300 wake up, finish operation. went back.

30/11/2007 0500 wake up for BP measurement.

30/11/2007 0700 Dr visit, can b discharged.

30/11/2007 1130 Discharged from hospital, back to vista, keep things.

30/11/2007 1300 Back to ayer tawar... Finish story, start oral cloxacilin...

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